Only When...


only when I start to think
about all the things said
then and now...
between love and hate lies
familiar massive spaces
there and now...

only when I start to live
after every death spent
another, another...
one change every cell
after time nothing recognizable
disposed,exposed...

only when I wake again
does this begin repeated screams
talk and talk...
spent words spill onto my feet
more replications of the same
details, details...

only when I understand it
run and run away as fast as I can
hatred and fear...
the sheeps' dead eyes stare
blank and numb, surrendered
waste, wasted...

by Me (Jeannine, jdnene, Nene, Taboon1...)

on a lighter note...

Caught a wish
dreamers cream
filling mind
blowing through my fingers

Dandy-tigers
aren't lions
pride fallen
between cracked doors

Songs listing
toward left
open windows
let out my compulsion

by Me

While we are in the midst of coas, and bullshit, w are also being led in so many directions by interest driven media that we are not catching the actual words used by our president.
With all of the news we see leading us away from his words (or, should I say, jumbled talk around and threats) we are missing the truth.
These are the facts:
we are inundated with steroid use news of sports players... do I care? No. Not in the scheme of reality, no I don't!
we are watching the government stock holders and interest leaders sell dangerous drugs on TV... the CDC had recently published the very real dangers and warnings of many of these drugs, leading the suicidal, violent behavior (shootings? hmmm...) get the drift?
we are missing the point of the peoples of this country in dire need of real help.
We are funding a military that is recruiting our children. we are funding a military that leaves these people to flail without help once giving themselves to the belief that they are doing the right thing...

Al the while, our president is threatening us if he does not get his way in tapping, and listening in on all of our communications.
How many years have they been listening in?
Have they once actually heard a plot to take out our country through and email, or instant messege (should they be so stupid)? It has been admitted they have not caught the "so called" terrorists via this meassure. Nor, have they the right to take our rights away!

So, really? Are we going to die if the president does not get his way?
NO!

Here's a link to Keith Olbermann's article and video.
http://www.truthout.org/docs_2006/021508A.shtml