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Tuesday, 23 September 2008

  • Only When...


    Only When...


    only when I start to think
    about all the things said
    then and now...
    between love and hate lies
    familiar massive spaces
    there and now...

    only when I start to live
    after every death spent
    another, another...
    one change every cell
    after time nothing recognizable
    disposed,exposed...

    only when I wake again
    does this begin repeated screams
    talk and talk...
    spent words spill onto my feet
    more replications of the same
    details, details...

    only when I understand it
    run and run away as fast as I can
    hatred and fear...
    the sheeps' dead eyes stare
    blank and numb, surrendered
    waste, wasted...

    by Me (Jeannine, jdnene, Nene, Taboon1...)

    on a lighter note...

Saturday, 12 April 2008

  • What do Know About Our Governments Suppression?

    Impeach Bush! Is it enough, yet?

    While it may seem like only months before he is out of office, sooo much more harm is being done while he is...

    It is now 2008. Can there really be Americans... who think or rights are being met? That our government isn't hiding and deciding what they think we should see?

    Demand the faces of the upper ranking officials, whom have not been punished, be shown.




    Feb 2006
    Shocking pictures have come to light revealing the extent of prisoner abuse at Abu Ghraib - and it's much worse than anyone imaged.




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    Warning to Parents. Images are graphics, and horribly disturbing.


    People, wake up and take a break from the mainstream bullshit.

Monday, 24 March 2008

Sunday, 24 February 2008

  • Hard Lessons

    Nails pounded among the mighty
    standing tall with integrity
    tears rush through rivers of blood
    and heart beats thunderous NO! NO! No
    yes
    As the nails sink into the remembrances
    the embraces of where we were
    what was given us unto thought and intention
    controlling only where our hands meet with All things

    Silence in the night repeats our heart-song
    may it weep with always
    and, may it sing for longer
    mere moments with loves
    contemplating ourselves not. NOT!
    yes
    As we are the nails
    the hammers head understands
    the carpenter must Be here
    while holding you gently with calloused work

    by Me

Saturday, 16 February 2008

  • A Veto of the FISA Bill Endangers Americans?

    While we are in the midst of coas, and bullshit, w are also being led in so many directions by interest driven media that we are not catching the actual words used by our president.
    With all of the news we see leading us away from his words (or, should I say, jumbled talk around and threats) we are missing the truth.
    These are the facts:
    we are inundated with steroid use news of sports players... do I care? No. Not in the scheme of reality, no I don't!
    we are watching the government stock holders and interest leaders sell dangerous drugs on TV... the CDC had recently published the very real dangers and warnings of many of these drugs, leading the suicidal, violent behavior (shootings? hmmm...) get the drift?
    we are missing the point of the peoples of this country in dire need of real help.
    We are funding a military that is recruiting our children. we are funding a military that leaves these people to flail without help once giving themselves to the belief that they are doing the right thing...

    Al the while, our president is threatening us if he does not get his way in tapping, and listening in on all of our communications.
    How many years have they been listening in?
    Have they once actually heard a plot to take out our country through and email, or instant messege (should they be so stupid)? It has been admitted they have not caught the "so called" terrorists via this meassure. Nor, have they the right to take our rights away!

    So, really? Are we going to die if the president does not get his way?
    NO!

    Here's a link to Keith Olbermann's article and video.
    http://www.truthout.org/docs_2006/021508A.shtml

Tuesday, 12 February 2008

  • Still support our Military?

    From Truthout

    http://www.truthout.org/docs_2006/021108R.shtml

    Soldier, After Bipolar Treatment and Suicide Attempts, Sent Back to War Zone
        The Associated Press

        Monday 11 February 2008

        Fort Carson - A Fort Carson soldier who says he was in treatment at Cedar Springs Hospital for bipolar disorder and alcohol abuse was released early and ordered to deploy to the Middle East with the 3rd Brigade Combat Team.

        The 28-year-old specialist spent 31 days in Kuwait and was returned to Fort Carson on Dec. 31 after health care professionals in Kuwait concurred that his symptoms met criteria for bipolar disorder and "some paranoia and possible homicidal tendencies," according to e-mails obtained by a Denver newspaper.

        The soldier, who asked not to be identified because of the stigma surrounding mental illness and because he will seek employment when he leaves the Army, said he checked himself into Cedar Springs on Nov. 9 or Nov. 10 after he attempted suicide while under the influence of alcohol. He said his treatment was supposed to end Dec. 10, but his commanding officers showed up at the hospital Nov. 29 and ordered him to leave.

        "I was pulled out to deploy," said the soldier, who has three years in the Army and has served a tour in Iraq.

        Soldiers from Fort Carson and across the country have complained they were sent to combat zones despite medical conditions that should have prevented their deployment.

        Late last year, Fort Carson said it sent 79 soldiers who were considered medical "no-gos" overseas. Officials said the soldiers were placed in light-duty jobs and are receiving treatment there. So far, at least six soldiers have been returned.

        An e-mail sent Jan. 3 by Capt. Scot Tebo, the brigade surgeon, says the 3rd Brigade Combat Team had "been having issues reaching deployable strength" and that some "borderline" soldiers were sent overseas.

        Paul Sullivan, executive director of Veterans for Common Sense, was outraged.

        "If he's an inpatient in a hospital, they should have never taken him out. The chain of command needs to be held accountable for this. Washington needs to get involved at the Pentagon to make sure this doesn't happen again.

        "First, we had the planeload of wounded, injured and ill being forced back to the war zone. And now we have soldiers forcibly removed from mental hospitals. The level of outrage is off the Richter scale."

        The soldier said that on Nov. 29, he was called to the office at Cedar Springs. His squad leader, his platoon leader, his Army Substance Abuse Program counselor and two counselors from Cedar Springs "came and ambushed me."

        He said an Army alcohol counselor told him alcoholism and anxiety could not stop him from being deployed.

        "They said, 'You know what? Tough it out. All of us like to drink.'"

        In the December e-mail, Tebo tells brigade leaders: "Evidently, while at Cedar Springs, he was started on psychiatric medications that should have made him non-deployable, but somehow no one was notified. He may have been pending a diagnosis of bipolar disorder, but that information was not passed on at discharge. He deployed with his unit and has not been doing well here."

        In Kuwait, the soldier isolated himself. He said he had "racing thoughts" and couldn't keep still.

        "I was ... burning my fingertips with cigarettes, just anything to keep my mind off of things," the soldier said. "I had homicidal thoughts. I don't know at the time if I intended on doing anything. But at the time, it was there, I had homicidal and suicidal thoughts."

        Since his return, he has been in treatment. He said his medical record contains a permanent profile for bipolar disorder, an illness that makes him unfit for military service. He is undergoing the process to be medically discharged from the Army.

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Thursday, 31 January 2008

  • Currently Listening
    The Sickness
    By Disturbed
    see related

    Myth of Control



    -Myth of Control-

    Confusion be, might
    become daily needs
    by and by
    shuffling feet and wandering



    mind



    Arm to hand, automaton
    fingers take the walk
    forgetting purpose
    the machine idles



    time



    Divine visionary, fleet
    blinking shutter speed
    capture stillness
    reminders of what is



    meant



    Familiar scent, aged
    the scene blazing
    arrow pierced the marked
    straight through



    life



    Naked truth, muted
    then, rawness seeps
    itching stitches repair
    before rakes furrowed



    paths



    Controlled way, myths
    tenuous stepping stones
    and, become the traveler
    blind compass spins


    on, on...on

    by Me
    (Nene-aka-Jeannine-aka-taboon)

Tuesday, 29 January 2008

  • I Say Go!

    So, we say want, we do
    and, this allusion stinks
    like too many lies
    rapturous yells claim victory
    in the name of
    idolizing stamps licked clean
    flavored paste and water

    I say walk
    I say run!
    I say go outside
    play it like you mean it
    I say go!

    So, we breathe
    brandywine vapor
    the taste of regret
    saliva trails inside your head
    imagined elements cut deeper
    stations please!
    line by line

    I say walk
    I say run!
    I say go outside
    love it like you mean it
    I say go!

    So, it's in the speaking flies
    the buzz, the head counts
    swollen tongues flapping
    in the face of windbreakers
    be a man! Shut up girl!
    rolling and enrolling
    marching human mills

    I say walk
    I say run!
    I say go outside
    live it like you love it
    I say go!

    So, slippage fills the pockets
    copper throats and mary-janes
    cracks mean different things
    different strokes kiss the hollow, and drink
    mechanical religious acts
    spew like pews overrun
    oh! savior come!

    I say walk
    I say run!
    I say go outside
    die like you want it
    I say go!

    by Me

    (Nene-aka-Jeannine-aka-taboon)
  • No Exceptions

    Choose we can
    with intent and free
    open arms to no ONE
    but infinite...always
    what library, this!
    to browse amongst stories
    and tales of adventure
    and just being
    connect the dots
    specks we be
    and see it light
    blanketed earth

    Beyond, yes
    then, that one, this
    see it, and take nothing
    absorb it willingly
    Faded dreams
    wants and yearning
    yet, forget not
    sending out begins just here
    with one, and one, and one...
    expectations wither
    among woe and tattered fancies
    exceptional nothing
    no bonds, no dues

    by Me

Friday, 25 January 2008

  • Lenny Kravitz - I`ll Be Waiting- And, Ka.

    For as long as I've been alive on this planet ( or, this time, 'round o_O ), one of he most important things that I've learned is, no matter what relationship you're in, those that stand true when it matters are few. Those few may not be close by. They may not be even in the same country... Yet, when you send love freely it is an energy that knows no bounds.
    I'm a firm believer in human touch as healing. I do this myself... And, when this avenue isn't available for whatever the reason other things work, as well.
    Voice is one form of expression...
    And, then there is the ability to send wishes and thought from the core of who you are.
    Keeping in mind that whatever you send is governed by the laws of nature, or Ka ( soul...). Karma is something very real. And, although we may not see the effects with our eyes, it does go 'round. It does come 'round.

    It's been studied, and studied some more, the abilities to project feeling, thoughts... Even physical. Since everything is energy and matter, it is all in constant states of change...
    Action and reaction theories, and even the mutant variables are energy...

    So, given all of this, I found a video by Lenny Kravitz that says a lot. Next month the new music will be out in stores, and as usual the man keeps working...

    While my best freind is in Africa with Doctors Without Borders, getting supplies to people whom live and die never hearing this song, or the knowledge it even exists...
    send my love with open spirit, I send it free, and light...
    She will feel it when she needs it.
    I also send it to my son.
    And, anyone whom needs that little bit of glow to help them threw this moment 




    Music Videos - I`ll Be Waiting